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I don't even know how to start telling this. On short, gladly nothing bad happened, but I'm still nervous as hell. (Sorry for any wrong spelling or grammar as english is not my first language) I have two dogs, Ozzy (10, shih tzu) and Oliver (~5, 6, no breed/mutt). Oliver was adopted nearly three months ago and is the most unproblematic dog I've had so far, and the one that shows affection the most. I live with my mom, and Ozzy has always been mostly "hers", so now with a second dog we kinda have one for each; Oliver is adorably clingy and I love it. I should also mention Oliver's appearance, for the sake of my suspicions. He's medium sized, mostly black and white fur with spots of brown. He doesn't have an eye, but we don't know how he lost it, if it was by human hand or attacked by other dogs in the shelter. I walk with him everyday (he's never had a home before but he's so clean?? Never does anything inside), 20 mins on the busiest d

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I have a 14 year old Boston Terrier. Suddenly tonight, she started screaming in a manner that I cannot even explain. She is blind, so she was walking/running around the house very quickly and running into walls, doors, knocking things over, etc., while continually screaming. After about 5 minutes of this, I rushed her to the vet because it was not going away. In the car, she kept screaming and trying to jump out of my arms. The vet shot her up with some Valium, and she calmed down. I was able to take her home, and she seems to be close to normal, though she is still pacing. No screaming though. Here is some more info: - For the past year or so, she wanders around the house aimlessly, and barks at closed doors until I open them. This usually starts around 4PM, and can either last a half hour or all the way until 8PM or so. I just figured this was due to blindness, or senility, but realize a brain tumor/another brain issue is in the cards. - She had 18 teeth pulled 8 days ago. She

I decided to put her to sleep today. It’s not the first time I have to it, but it doesnt get easier. I was 17 when she was gifted to me, and just in september we celebrated her 17 birthday. She was with me literally half my life and I’ll always miss her. But it was time to let her go. She couldnt walk anymore so I carried her everywhere, to the bathroom, to sunbathe, to my room. She was with me most of the day everyday. And now i feel super empty. I dont need to carry her anymore. But she was starting to suffer, and though her eyes were super bright and full of life, i couldnt let her suffer anymore. It was not just her legs, she had panic attacks and we had to really fight to get a diagnosis, even though lost vets didnt believe her issues were mental and not phisical. But that started 3 years ago and she was never cured, just controled, but latelly her meds were not working as well, two days ago she was up all night and didnt sleep in 12 hours straight. I knew I couldnt ask her or